smile like you mean it

i am sorry i don't have a tagboard cause i know i'll never reply haha.

i am suzen. does the universe have a purpose? sometimes i look up in the sky at the sunset and it's so beautiful that it's hard to imagine that something so beautiful might just be a coincidence, that we're all just coincidences.

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Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:14 AM

it's 2am. somewhere, a screw is loose.

Every time i think about music, i feel sad.

and i think back, like one year before, i was still unaware. just one year before. and now whenever i think back, it feels like a lifetime back. it feels like something that you have in the vaguest, foggiest memories you have.

i can't remember how it feels like to play piano without feeling sad anymore. i can't remember how it felt like to be so immersed, i was a million miles away, and nothing could tear me away. and all i could feel was fierce, fierce joy and inspiration pouring out from every single cell i owned. and no feeling in the world could compete with it then. and at that time i knew that we were one. now i'm not sure anymore. yeah, i remember the things that i felt. but i can't remember how all these things feel anymore. and i really loved it you know, they say you never know you're in love until you really are in love, and by that time you are so sure about it that nothing could tear you down. i felt like that. but i don't know when it started fading away. i guess i still love music, but it just hurts too much to remember.

oh god, i'm being a depressing sod.

P.S. happy birthday chee bai=)

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

-Doris Day-

-Que Sera Sera-

Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 6:46 AM

paranoid android

omfg seems like i haven't blogged on this site since forever.

so, the important things...

to remind you guys....

do you know the world is awesome?

do you know that if you're reading this, you are awesome?

and even if, sometimes, you are not what you expected to become, the good thing is, at least you do realize it, so it becomes never too late, to retrace your steps and find out where you went off the route, and you can take the right path instead this time.

i love flowers. i really do. they just look so pretty, you know? even king kong's not as pretty. I LOVE WHITE ROSES OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG HYPERVENTILATES.

so. yeah. i like flowers.

but. i think sunsets beat flowers anytime. i mean, no offense to flowers, but sunsets are just soooo hugeeee and breathtaking you know? and you just feel this sense of calm and i look up and i don't even know how the sky came up with all these colours. and it think there's just this pull to things that you can never have. like, you can pick a flower anytime, but you can never touch a sunset=( doesn't make sense, but i wanna touch a sunset=( lol

omfg i think it's cause i have nothing to write about, therefore my brain is just spewing out whatever i can come out with lol. okay la. there are some stuff that i'm quite happy about la. like

chamber orchestra=)

water polo=)

having fun in college and getting to know some really good friends!!!!!

having a gay partner hehe..

BUT I HAVE NOT WRITTEN A SONG SINCE FOREVER AHHH BAI GONNA GO WRITE A SONG NOW TOODLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

oh wait yeah a song

I see you driving 'round town
With the girl i love and i'm like,
Fuck you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough i'm like,
Fuck you!
And fuck her too!
I said, if i was richer, i'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some shit? (ain't that some shit?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Fuck you!
Oo, oo, ooo

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Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 10:14 AM it's 2am. somewhere, a screw is loose. Every time i think about music, i feel sad. and i think back, like one year before, i was still unaware. just one year before. and now whenever i think back, it feels like a lifetime back. it feels like something that you have in the vaguest, foggiest memories you have. i can't remember how it feels like to play piano without feeling sad anymore. i can't remember how it felt like to be so immersed, i was a million miles away, and nothing could tear me away. and all i could feel was fierce, fierce joy and inspiration pouring out from every single cell i owned. and no feeling in the world could compete with it then. and at that time i knew that we were one. now i'm not sure anymore. yeah, i remember the things that i felt. but i can't remember how all these things feel anymore. and i really loved it you know, they say you never know you're in love until you really are in love, and by that time you are so sure about it that nothing could tear you down. i felt like that. but i don't know when it started fading away. i guess i still love music, but it just hurts too much to remember. oh god, i'm being a depressing sod. P.S. happy birthday chee bai=) When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Here's what she said to me. Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be. When I was young, I fell in love I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead Will we have rainbows, day after day Here's what my sweetheart said. Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be. -Doris Day- -Que Sera Sera- back to top?
Wednesday, November 3, 2010 @ 6:46 AM paranoid android omfg seems like i haven't blogged on this site since forever. so, the important things... to remind you guys.... do you know the world is awesome? do you know that if you're reading this, you are awesome? and even if, sometimes, you are not what you expected to become, the good thing is, at least you do realize it, so it becomes never too late, to retrace your steps and find out where you went off the route, and you can take the right path instead this time. i love flowers. i really do. they just look so pretty, you know? even king kong's not as pretty. I LOVE WHITE ROSES OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG HYPERVENTILATES. so. yeah. i like flowers. but. i think sunsets beat flowers anytime. i mean, no offense to flowers, but sunsets are just soooo hugeeee and breathtaking you know? and you just feel this sense of calm and i look up and i don't even know how the sky came up with all these colours. and it think there's just this pull to things that you can never have. like, you can pick a flower anytime, but you can never touch a sunset=( doesn't make sense, but i wanna touch a sunset=( lol omfg i think it's cause i have nothing to write about, therefore my brain is just spewing out whatever i can come out with lol. okay la. there are some stuff that i'm quite happy about la. like chamber orchestra=) water polo=) having fun in college and getting to know some really good friends!!!!! having a gay partner hehe.. BUT I HAVE NOT WRITTEN A SONG SINCE FOREVER AHHH BAI GONNA GO WRITE A SONG NOW TOODLESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS oh wait yeah a song I see you driving 'round town With the girl i love and i'm like, Fuck you! Oo, oo, ooo I guess the change in my pocket Wasn't enough i'm like, Fuck you! And fuck her too! I said, if i was richer, i'd still be with ya Ha, now ain't that some shit? (ain't that some shit?) And although there's pain in my chest I still wish you the best with a... Fuck you! Oo, oo, ooo back to top?

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