smile like you mean it

i am sorry i don't have a tagboard cause i know i'll never reply haha.

i am suzen. does the universe have a purpose? sometimes i look up in the sky at the sunset and it's so beautiful that it's hard to imagine that something so beautiful might just be a coincidence, that we're all just coincidences.

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Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 9:16 PM

love and life...

do you remember, the time, you were lying on the rock in perhentian and you were just looking out at the sea and the sunset and it was so beautiful?

do you remember, the time, when you were crying in daddy's room?

do you remember, when you handed her the keys, and you felt so guilty after that?

do you remember, when you got the letter from the guy? and the person you liked was teasing you about it? and you wished it was him?

do you remember, when you first loved piano? and after that you loved music?

do you remember, when we used to walk in the padang and talk crap during rehat?

do you remember, when we were dancing in pangkor and it was just perfect?

do you remember, when he held your hand in the cinema?

do you remember, our last volleyball match and we felt so nostalgic?

do you remember, when we had our after prom party and it was so crazy?

do you remember, when you sent me that sms? and i acted like it was nothing, but i was dying inside?

do you remember, when you cried in front of me, and i cared for you so much then? because i still care the world for you.

do you remember, when we had our first half-an-hour fight?

do you remember, the first time you played piano and it was so perfectly silent after that? and you thought that if you died now, you would be happy?

do you remember, when we went to gerik, and ate maggi mee and talked about ghost stories at 11 at night?

do you remember, being at namtso and the world was perfect?

do you remember, when you played for the first time in front of mrs. chang? i remembered you played 'kiss goodbye' by leehom and mrs. chang could see that you loved music so much.

do you remember, when we were playing guitar in my balcony and it was drizzling and we had so much fun?

do you remember, being in my kitchen for 2 hours?

do you remember, the first time someone held your hand?

do you remember, the time when you called me, and you were crying? and you asked me when it would stop hurting? don't hurt, life is beautiful. and it's just a brick wall, you taught me that:)

do you remember, when we had that sleepover in your house? and we took like a thousand pictures on your computer and we laughed so hard that i thought my stomach would burst out?

do you remember, the time when you realised that you wouldn't choose music, and you turned numb?

do you remember, martin? haha...

do you remember, all the times we bickered aboot housework, and ten seconds later, we would be best friends again?

do you remember, the 4 of us before we were best friends?

do you remember, when you left tibet, and you were holding back your tears?

do you remember, when we were doing the media maklumat? and you were angry at me because you thought i wasn't doing enough work? i miss hanging out with you in school:(

do you remember, when we had that sleepover, and we stayed up until 5 watching astro, and i looked at kris allen and said "he's hot, i'm horny" and we could not stop laughing after that?

do you remember, when they surprised you for your birthday? and you got your first coldplay album? i love you guys:)

do you remember, the first time you met me? and you gave me and my sister teddy bears? we have progressed so much from then.

do you remember, you birthday party? and we played water balloons and had so much fun?

do you remember, when you had to choose between mom and dad? and you broke down after telling her?

i remember,
we were sitting on the strawberry swing,
i coudn't wait until the morning,
wouldn't wanna waste a thing...

-Coldplay-

-Strawberry Swing-

@ 7:47 PM

the sky is blue... can it be purple? =D

omg...
dissapointment...

volcano....

haha okay you guys so anyway the sky was so blue today!!!!!!!! reminded me of australia....

you know when i'm in the cinema and i'm like touched and i'm like crying, i always wonder who else is crying in the cinema too.. like you know, i get an urge to stand up and look around and go like, HAH! you're crying too! okay... actually, no i don't get an urge to stand up and make a fool of myself but i do wonder who else is crying haha lame shit XD.

haha omg today is relaxing... yesterday i went to see sheena and we ended up going to urbanscapes and getting bored then wanted to go ampang for dinner, then, don't know the way to ampang, so we went to times square instead and we had a ball, like seriously the last time i laughed that hard was man-boobs-university LOL. i don't know what i'll do without my friends.

and today, i woke up, and everybody had gone out, so i can do whatever i like:) life is awesome like that haha. and the sky is so blue! and listening to jack johnson is awesome, almost makes me want to stop practicing piano for the exam and playing guitar for a while....

and then....

my brain....

came back...

LOL.

You'd play me boogie woogie
I played you love songs

-Jack Johnson-

-Do You Remember-

Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 5:38 PM

confusion is blah... *slaps*

omg random=.=

haha okay la i am confused. and i will not tell why. i know, i suck like that. so anyway. piano exam's next friday, so i'm facing the computer instead of facing my piano=D and i face book some more. facebook (haha yeah i am THAT lame)

i feel like i have too many things going on now, and there's so many things to focus on that i don't know my priorities anymore? and you know, i've always grown up thinking that i'll take music as a career, so my mindset's like for a musician already, so now i step into class and sometimes i am shocked. you know like wtf what are you doing suzen? so haha yeah, confusion.

anyway... got swimming today!!!! yippess=D lol cause swimming's always fun eventhough i wake up dead the next day:( omg and jin and cy's back in classes. you guys rock haha now college will be even more fun=D (i'm counting till the days that we start getting bored of each other and bickering again LOL)

kthanksbye

Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 8:22 AM

stars can warkle~

i can't write.

omg i have no inspiration.

LOL ok hmm... you know in jams, like traffic jams, when i'm on the flyover, i like it when i'm stuck in the jam in the morning and i reach the top of the flyover and the sunrise looks so beautiful:)

and i like it when it's night time and i'm on the highway from cheras selatan back to sungai long and it's a quiet road so i like to roll down the windows and blast a song that i love and look at the stars and feel the wind rushing by me. awesome=D

Maybe I know somewhere
deep in my soul
that love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways
to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.

-Paramore-

-The Only Exception-

And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

-Paramore-

-The Only Exception-

~Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream~

~Paramore~

~The Only Exception~

Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 1:32 AM

hallelujah....

i love hallelujah.
lol no i'm not christian.
i'm talking bout lee dewyze's hallelujah.

lol seriouly like everytime i listen to it i'm like blown away. like... pshhhhhworrrr. LOL

i love jaime zollars. like seriously, if i get my own album one day, i'll so call her up to draw my album cover for me=D

and i feel concented now, like i love life right now!!!!
like, my life is awesome already, but college is like freakeeng fun!!!!
and buff guy's well, buff guy=D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hyperventilates. faints. omg hotness.

lol and you know, being in ktar's not that bad, like i still want berklee and all, but you can't miss what you have never had you know, and college is like, a fresh start and it's like a good start you know?

lol so yeah i've stopped moping around, but sometimes the devil still catches up with me, and i think i need to not care bout music for a while, cause then it's just too much.

and i curled my hair!!!!!! like crazy curls!!! like albert einstein curls!!!!!

lol and i'm suddenly interested in rich dad poor dad i don't know why i saw an interview with the author and now i'm really intrigued....

and haha the world is beautiful, you know, in college, there is this road where it's like lined with the trees that they usually plant at burial grounds, not that it's morbid or anything, but they look sooo beautiful, and the smell's amazing:) and i still miss china, i feel my chinese-ness slipping away:( anicha.

and i want to go to a beach so bad.... i want to feel the sand between my toes and the sun beating on my salty back and torqoise ahead of me. and the clouds in the sky will smile with me.

Love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

-hallelujah-

-Lee Dewyze-

P.S omg i like, say like too much, like omg i have like, 12 'like's in this post omg. LOL. lame.

stuffiwastemytimeonhaha yernny=D jin jinXD fun-damentally AWESOME sheena banana:) GMH rocks!
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 9:16 PM love and life... do you remember, the time, you were lying on the rock in perhentian and you were just looking out at the sea and the sunset and it was so beautiful? do you remember, the time, when you were crying in daddy's room? do you remember, when you handed her the keys, and you felt so guilty after that? do you remember, when you got the letter from the guy? and the person you liked was teasing you about it? and you wished it was him? do you remember, when you first loved piano? and after that you loved music? do you remember, when we used to walk in the padang and talk crap during rehat? do you remember, when we were dancing in pangkor and it was just perfect? do you remember, when he held your hand in the cinema? do you remember, our last volleyball match and we felt so nostalgic? do you remember, when we had our after prom party and it was so crazy? do you remember, when you sent me that sms? and i acted like it was nothing, but i was dying inside? do you remember, when you cried in front of me, and i cared for you so much then? because i still care the world for you. do you remember, when we had our first half-an-hour fight? do you remember, the first time you played piano and it was so perfectly silent after that? and you thought that if you died now, you would be happy? do you remember, when we went to gerik, and ate maggi mee and talked about ghost stories at 11 at night? do you remember, being at namtso and the world was perfect? do you remember, when you played for the first time in front of mrs. chang? i remembered you played 'kiss goodbye' by leehom and mrs. chang could see that you loved music so much. do you remember, when we were playing guitar in my balcony and it was drizzling and we had so much fun? do you remember, being in my kitchen for 2 hours? do you remember, the first time someone held your hand? do you remember, the time when you called me, and you were crying? and you asked me when it would stop hurting? don't hurt, life is beautiful. and it's just a brick wall, you taught me that:) do you remember, when we had that sleepover in your house? and we took like a thousand pictures on your computer and we laughed so hard that i thought my stomach would burst out? do you remember, the time when you realised that you wouldn't choose music, and you turned numb? do you remember, martin? haha... do you remember, all the times we bickered aboot housework, and ten seconds later, we would be best friends again? do you remember, the 4 of us before we were best friends? do you remember, when you left tibet, and you were holding back your tears? do you remember, when we were doing the media maklumat? and you were angry at me because you thought i wasn't doing enough work? i miss hanging out with you in school:( do you remember, when we had that sleepover, and we stayed up until 5 watching astro, and i looked at kris allen and said "he's hot, i'm horny" and we could not stop laughing after that? do you remember, when they surprised you for your birthday? and you got your first coldplay album? i love you guys:) do you remember, the first time you met me? and you gave me and my sister teddy bears? we have progressed so much from then. do you remember, you birthday party? and we played water balloons and had so much fun? do you remember, when you had to choose between mom and dad? and you broke down after telling her? i remember, we were sitting on the strawberry swing, i coudn't wait until the morning, wouldn't wanna waste a thing... -Coldplay- -Strawberry Swing- back to top?
@ 7:47 PM the sky is blue... can it be purple? =D omg... dissapointment... volcano.... haha okay you guys so anyway the sky was so blue today!!!!!!!! reminded me of australia.... you know when i'm in the cinema and i'm like touched and i'm like crying, i always wonder who else is crying in the cinema too.. like you know, i get an urge to stand up and look around and go like, HAH! you're crying too! okay... actually, no i don't get an urge to stand up and make a fool of myself but i do wonder who else is crying haha lame shit XD. haha omg today is relaxing... yesterday i went to see sheena and we ended up going to urbanscapes and getting bored then wanted to go ampang for dinner, then, don't know the way to ampang, so we went to times square instead and we had a ball, like seriously the last time i laughed that hard was man-boobs-university LOL. i don't know what i'll do without my friends. and today, i woke up, and everybody had gone out, so i can do whatever i like:) life is awesome like that haha. and the sky is so blue! and listening to jack johnson is awesome, almost makes me want to stop practicing piano for the exam and playing guitar for a while.... and then.... my brain.... came back... LOL. You'd play me boogie woogie I played you love songs -Jack Johnson- -Do You Remember- back to top?
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 @ 5:38 PM confusion is blah... slaps omg random=.= haha okay la i am confused. and i will not tell why. i know, i suck like that. so anyway. piano exam's next friday, so i'm facing the computer instead of facing my piano=D and i face book some more. facebook (haha yeah i am THAT lame) i feel like i have too many things going on now, and there's so many things to focus on that i don't know my priorities anymore? and you know, i've always grown up thinking that i'll take music as a career, so my mindset's like for a musician already, so now i step into class and sometimes i am shocked. you know like wtf what are you doing suzen? so haha yeah, confusion. anyway... got swimming today!!!! yippess=D lol cause swimming's always fun eventhough i wake up dead the next day:( omg and jin and cy's back in classes. you guys rock haha now college will be even more fun=D (i'm counting till the days that we start getting bored of each other and bickering again LOL) kthanksbye back to top?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 8:22 AM stars can warkle~ i can't write. omg i have no inspiration. LOL ok hmm... you know in jams, like traffic jams, when i'm on the flyover, i like it when i'm stuck in the jam in the morning and i reach the top of the flyover and the sunrise looks so beautiful:) and i like it when it's night time and i'm on the highway from cheras selatan back to sungai long and it's a quiet road so i like to roll down the windows and blast a song that i love and look at the stars and feel the wind rushing by me. awesome=D Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. And we've got to find other ways to make it alone. Or keep a straight face. -Paramore- -The Only Exception- And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist. -Paramore- -The Only Exception- ~Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream~ ~Paramore~ ~The Only Exception~ back to top?
Saturday, June 5, 2010 @ 1:32 AM hallelujah.... i love hallelujah. lol no i'm not christian. i'm talking bout lee dewyze's hallelujah. lol seriouly like everytime i listen to it i'm like blown away. like... pshhhhhworrrr. LOL i love jaime zollars. like seriously, if i get my own album one day, i'll so call her up to draw my album cover for me=D and i feel concented now, like i love life right now!!!! like, my life is awesome already, but college is like freakeeng fun!!!! and buff guy's well, buff guy=D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hyperventilates. faints. omg hotness. lol and you know, being in ktar's not that bad, like i still want berklee and all, but you can't miss what you have never had you know, and college is like, a fresh start and it's like a good start you know? lol so yeah i've stopped moping around, but sometimes the devil still catches up with me, and i think i need to not care bout music for a while, cause then it's just too much. and i curled my hair!!!!!! like crazy curls!!! like albert einstein curls!!!!! lol and i'm suddenly interested in rich dad poor dad i don't know why i saw an interview with the author and now i'm really intrigued.... and haha the world is beautiful, you know, in college, there is this road where it's like lined with the trees that they usually plant at burial grounds, not that it's morbid or anything, but they look sooo beautiful, and the smell's amazing:) and i still miss china, i feel my chinese-ness slipping away:( anicha. and i want to go to a beach so bad.... i want to feel the sand between my toes and the sun beating on my salty back and torqoise ahead of me. and the clouds in the sky will smile with me. Love is not a victory march It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah -hallelujah- -Lee Dewyze- P.S omg i like, say like too much, like omg i have like, 12 'like's in this post omg. LOL. lame. back to top?

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