i am sorry i don't have a tagboard cause i know i'll never reply haha.

i am suzen. does the universe have a purpose? sometimes i look up in the sky at the sunset and it's so beautiful that it's hard to imagine that something so beautiful might just be a coincidence, that we're all just coincidences.

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suzen.....

is currently obsessed with priscilla ahn. seriously, all her songs are good. suzen almost contemplated buying her album instead of coldplay's.

and then

my brain

came back.




is tired because she was in 4 places in 6 days. she also contemplates blogging about everything about it but is scared of inducing everyone into a deep sleep and they never wake up from it. then i'll have no friends!

is happy because she is (gasp!) not broke! yippee.

saw a spray-painted broken heart on a pillar in the ktm. wondered who the poor bloke was. he must have really been sad when he drew it. i assume it's a guy because i just can't imagine a girl skulking around kl in the middle of the night drawing grafitti. even a sad one.

is happy that it's raining again. and so the world will turn green again!

watched true legend today. i cried during a part. i was embaressed until i turned around and the little boy beside me was wiping his eyes too.

then wondered how many people were also crying in the cinema.

listened to politik by coldplay and had a weird vision. imagined that one day, people suddenly floated up into the sky and everybody just looked back at earth and screamed because they looked down and saw all their posessions and they weren't willing to lose them. then they couldn't scream anymore because they had got too high and there was not enough oxygen. and yet they were still thinking of all the things that they were gonna lose. only when they looked up and saw a piece of total darkness that they realised they were almost in outer space and revelled in it's beauty. only then did they realise that posessions were not the most important thing in the world. being happy was. but by that time, it was already too late. they had all froze to death.

and that was how the human race perished.

read spud. as they said, wickedly funny. still laughing whenever i thought about it. and is now currently thinking in a british accent because of it. i wanted to go to the loo just now and i thought : i need the bogs.



read back the passage i wrote about the politik song and decided that it wasn't told properly. oh well.

thinks i am obsessed with blogging. i think like i'm blogging, in a british accent.

thinks malaysia has officially ran out of hot guys. didn't see a single hot guy during the chinese new year holidays.

wants to watch little big soldier! and so the madness with wang lee hom continues!





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you know i think something is wrong with the world,

people are beginning to become too selfish.

people are starting to let their work and money define them.

people are starting to forget that they are human.

and some people should be kicked in the arse.


a 15 year old girl was mugged and kicked in the head in seattle. there were 3 security guards nearby and they didn't even lift a finger. all they did was watch.

when asked, they said their job was to observe and report.

really? what about your job as a human being first and foremost?





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i went to sitiawan yesterday. for my dental appointment. and... i'm taking off my braces in march!!!!


whoopee!!!

lol. then, i felt a bit sad. because well, the only reason we decided to have my braces done in sitiawan was so that we could visit my grandparents there once a month.

and now they're both gone. gosh, you know, time flies, and suddenly you feel that everything has changed.

and you start wondering if you could have done anything differently.

well, i could have. and i'm so sorry.

and i love you guys, wherever you are.





lol, people should never be sad for too long.

lol, so, today, i did some gardening while listening to music. and during my favourite part in my favourite song, a bird flew past, and then the breeze started to blow.

it was perfect. hehe.

then i looked up at the sky, and it was so beautiful. did you notice that the weather was perfect today?

lol, then i wondered who else was looking up at the sky too. maybe a million, maybe more. and i wonder what are they all feeling, and are they feeling as peaceful as me?

haha today is a good day. today is an awesome day. and you know what's best?

it's not over yet.

so, do something you love today, while you still can. don't regret like me.





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you know, that day, i went to jusco and i had an ice-cream, and the moment i tasted it,

i thought, the person who invented ice-cream should be given a Nobel prize.

seriously!

lol, nobody hates ice-cream.
and, it stops small kids from crying.
and, children all over the world can look forward to an ice-cream after having vaccination shots, or after having a tooth pulled out, or well, lol my mind has gone blank.
and, it increases your waistline, i can imagine everyone thinking that. lol, but that's not the point.
and, it makes you a happier person!


seriously, if Hitler had had an ice-cream every once in a while. a lot of Jews would have been alive.


lol, and you know, some people really don't know how to bottle their products.

like St. Dalfour (i think, lol) jam, sure, it's nice and everything, but when it reaches the bottom and you have to struggle to scoop it out and everything? hello sticky hands!

and, Marmite! in small bottles! your opening is so small! i can't get a spoon in! i have to scoop marmite out with a fork!

oh, and i baked yesterday!

lol i had to use a torchlight to see whether the cookies were done or were they already scorched. i think i'm going blind.




P.S. he said i looked really nice! yippee!




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