i am sorry i don't have a tagboard cause i know i'll never reply haha.

i am suzen. does the universe have a purpose? sometimes i look up in the sky at the sunset and it's so beautiful that it's hard to imagine that something so beautiful might just be a coincidence, that we're all just coincidences.

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i feel a bit, down and jaded.

i feel like i need support, like my heart is on crutches, or in a wheelchair, and someone has to come and rehabilitate me.

and there's no one.

because as much as i like to think like this, i know that in the end, i have to pick myself up.
i have to wipe my own tears, i have to pay my own bills, i have to get my happiness on my own, i have to live my own life.

and those are all have to-s, not want to-s.

and the irony is, when it's have to-s, you have to.

i feel down and jaded a lot these few days, i've noticed.

and somedays, i feel like it's alright, and even a heavy burden seems to have flown off my shoulders.

but, oh god, everytime i watch a movie, and i see the end credits,

you know,

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