i am sorry i don't have a tagboard cause i know i'll never reply haha.

i am suzen. does the universe have a purpose? sometimes i look up in the sky at the sunset and it's so beautiful that it's hard to imagine that something so beautiful might just be a coincidence, that we're all just coincidences.

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lol i really miss the beach.

i finally finished painting my guitar!




now all i need to do is buy one of those overpriced clear spray thingy.


lol everyone knows this already, but i'll say this again. i love coldplay!

and i would like to give away my balls (If i had any) to have song writing skills like them.


lol i'm in a pretty confused state now.
i want 2 things in life.

1. to migrate
2. have a high-flying career in music.

problem:

high-flying career in music = no migrating

(because it is quite impossible to migrate if you're in the music line.

migrating = no high-flying career in music

high-flying career in music + migrating = ?


can anybody solve this for me? please?

lol so irritating right?
oh well at least i get to see Zee Avi this weekend. AHHHHH!!!! *jumps around the room thumping my chest*

you know, the rock corner guy's not there anymore. it should be okay cause i decided that i don't like him in that way. but, you know, i'm at a point in my life now where i don't know anything. everything's just so confusing. and i don't really know him at all but the times where we talked was really nice. and it was just talking about something i love and he loved it too, the exact same stuff, which well, i've never met a person who loved the exact same things in what i loved except for him. so i miss that.

so,

i guess,

it's not really

okay.


P.S. i think i'm officially over zookeeper. hehe.

P.P.S. maybe if i knew that i really loved you, and i know that you loved me back, it would be okay, and i would be in.

and the song that pretty much sums it up right now :




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